Wow. I wonder if you can explain something to me. Why did you start? I had opportunity. I simply said no. I had no desire whatsoever to. I have never ever desired to get high, to get drunk, to have people's approval, erc

My desires were always simple - to lie in the sun at the beach, to buy a new dress, to read a book - simple things.

There were decades when I was so alone that is difficult to explain. There was a lifetime of confusion and terror, but I never, never, never had any inclination to take something for it.

I would love to know why you started.