Well, to be honest, at this point, you are not a writer at all. And, no, I am not trolling. Thirty years ago, I could not take one more day at work. I left and never went back. I have been writing for a living since then.

so here's where you need to change direction.

1. Writing for a living is not the same thing as keeping a journal. You are keeping an online journal. It may earn you a few pence, but that's about it.

2. Find things that you are interested in - geology, sewing, the economy, housekeeping, travel, and things outside of yourself. That is writing.

Good luck.