This thread has already been removed from my article.
For what it is worth, I spent about 40 years stuyding the bullshit you are mentioning to me. Pllease carry on looking for answers. I am 70 years old. There is no personal god, and there is no meaning to life, and we die completely when the end of our life comes.
It takes courage to accept those things - the ego is vain. It wants to be import.
Goodbye. For the record, I only read the first paragraph of both your diabribes. I don't read stuff about the meaning of life. I wasted too many decades of my life involved in that nonsense.