Okay, sorry, you're right. You're just desperate that you can't be paid. I had the same feeling in South Africa.

My sister paid for my ticket to fly to London to fix everything up. However, interestingly, my traffic never improved much.

Then, my sister paid for me to move back to Europe. Two weeks after arriving, my traffic doubled. Within a month I was earning decent money. I always suspected that when I moved from Scotland to South Africa, that the drop in traffic had to do with moving from the first world to the third world.