Might I ask you something? Are you trying to get me to write along the lines of Alan S Millar in order to direct readers to him? You keep mentioning him, and I heard you the first time. I'm not interested. I don't require hope. I have made peace with what is happening. Alan is welcome to reach those who want to listen to him. I write for the other side. :)

Not being harsh. That's just the way it is. :)