I was finally able to find a TCM doctor who trained in China and worked there for 19 years. He says 3 of my energy channels are blocked, and he works in a combination of three different ways, including some sort of acupressure (shiatsu?).

He said I had very weak kidney function, and I found out that I had stage 3 kidney disease. I confirmed that with a medical doctor this morning.

I am getting acupunture twice a week. I have faith i this doctor. He is good.

I am in Ireland, so I doubt there will be any ecopsychologists here. I also made some decisions on my own.