I think you answered one question for me here. I have abnormally high emotional strength. I also, despite all the abuse, have an absolute belief in myself. I had no education to speak of, no skills, but I thought (wrongly) that anyone would employ me. I guess the response to my looks gave me that erroneous impression.

What I didn't have, and I still don't have, is any trust in others (except those who, over a period of time, have proven themselves).

Probably my brain was changed through trauma as well. Maybe that's why I have Aspergers. I don't know.

Great article, Brenda, and thank you for answering the question that I have always asked "Why didn't they walk away. I did."