I have no idea what is going to happen to me in Germany. I have no income and have to find an English writing position here. I didn't see a future in South Africa. When one factors in the number of people dying that aren't in the official count, then we had the infection rate in the world.

I also didn't want to live in a third world country for the rest of my life, and I don't see this pandemic going away soon.

I took a chance. I'm reasonably certain I can think on my feet. I'm also reasonably certain you can, too. I'm also pretty sure you need to separate from your mother - been there, done that. Not a good thing.

I wish you well.