I don't think you know what the word means, and the context in which you used it in your sentence has nothing to do with the preceding lines. Here's a definition.

"Self-awareness is the ability to focus on yourself and how your actions, thoughts, or emotions do or don't align with your internal standards. If you're highly self-aware, you can objectively evaluate yourself, manage your emotions, align your behavior with your values, and understand correctly how others perceive you."

https://www.betterup.com/blog/what-is-self-awareness

There is no way you would be able to know whether someone's internal thoughts, values, and standards meet with their outward behaviour. And your use of the term is something I questioned.