I can't respond to this. I have no idea what you are talking about. You also omit English grammar rules, and because you do, your meaning is lost.

I don't think there is such a thing as spirituality. I never lost a fascinating with 'our mystery.' I dont' care what happens before or after this life. When you're dead, you're dead.

I also don't think there is any meaning or purpose to life. I think we're just lucky to be here, and hopefully we can get past the misery and enjoy the experience.