I can't really find anything on the web that you are talking about. My own studies have led me to belive that while the natal chart is accurate, nothing else is.

For instance, the last two years have been a piece of cake compared to most of my life, so I don't think they have been terrible.

Also, I can't write about things I don't believe in (spirituality, reincarnation I don't belive there is life after death).

Nothing you have said about my current situation fits.