Also, just so we're clear. I have no more options. I am well aware of the risks involved. And if I die of starvation or cold within a year, so be it. I couldn't care less. I'm tired of this life. I've had too much hell.

I can, however, afford to look after myself and mu daughter for a year or so, thanks to the generous sponsorship of a reader, and in that year, I hope to be able to get a good enough fictional series to generate a good income.

If it doesn't work, so be it. I'm done. I will be glad to leave this earth.